don't even trip

i'm not sure how i feel about last night's drinksWithFriends-turned-date yet. probably coz i'm not letting myself form an opinion.

he gives me butterflies. but i'm so not cut out for this stuff anymore. half of me just wants to stay home tuned into LB on mtv coz i'd rather watch dramas unfold in other people's lives than my own sometimes. save myself the hassle of actually going through it myself.

speaking of which.. i've watched the same S2 episodes as everyone else so why am i the only person who doesn't hate kristen? i think its coz i see myself in her. we're ALL like her i reckon.. we have the same kind of bitchy converations with our friends, we have the same kind of baggage with one ex boyfriend or another (well i know i do)... and get enough alcohol in me and i'm just as a big a flirt as she is. people would probably hate me too if i was on reality tv. sure she's a bitch to stephen but i think she has her reasons.. and i say good on her coz we're not all as immune to ex boyfriendly charms as she is.

so its a long weekend here and i have no plans =/ elaine's down in LA with her man and michelle's up in the hills with her dad. i'm already bored and my weekend hasn't even officially begun yet.

ps. they're not contacts. i asked. about 3 times. he is officially the only latino boy i know with green eyes.


EDIT: 7:55PM
he just called to say hi :D ... maybe i CAN be bothered after all. maybe.