how YOU doin?

sam. 23. half hawai'ian, half polynesian. host manager at straits. so cute it hurts.

alisa. 23. filipino. on day 2 of the flu, dressed in probably the most unflattering outfit ever worn on a night out.

he caught my eye as soon as we walked in. we then spent the whole night beaming every time he walked past. the boy is so cute, you can't help but blush at the very sight of him. which didn't matter until he started turning around and catching us grinning at the back of his head. it was the most embarrassing thing. i would've felt 15 years old if i wasn't sitting in the middle of a bar. and if it wasn't for him kinda smiling back. elaine (who won't give up her dream of finding the love of my life before i leave in a week and a half) waved him over and it turns out he's just as beautiful up close as he is from halfway across the bar. apparently when i went to get our next round, he was asking her all about me. eh.. i don't know if i believe her. that girl's so desperate for me to come back here, i wouldn't put it past her to lie to get me to take some action.

but i've turned into a pussy. i don't know what's happened to the socially adept part of me. all i could manage was a shy smile (which is dumb coz i was badly showing all 32 everytime he walked past) and an awkward "so do you usually work.. err.. on weekdays?" *cringe*. it was meant to be "what days do you usually work?" but it came out wrong. excuse me? since when do i get all tongue-tied like that?

whatever. i saw him talking to this dirty looking filo girl who was wearing something you shouldn't really call a top, but a piece of material. later, she nearly knocked me out as she walked into the restroom i was about to walk out of. then she tells me not to stand behind the door if i don't wanna get slammed. bitch. she looked like she had STDs. whatever floats your boat sam.

what's "half hawai'ian, half polynesian" anyway? that's like saying i'm half filipino, half asian. i went to the PCC, i know a little something about polynesia.

he's still unbelievably good looking though. his face made going out while i'm sick with the flu and all drugged up on codral robitussin and advil, worth it. SO worth it.